I still Love You

I still love you Mary.

The End. 

i know it doesnt help. but i do. i just thought i would say it.

Out of Your Whole Group, I would turn to you first. I would come to you, for a shoulder to cry on, to not be judged.

And thats what really annoys me. Once I have a connection with someone, I can't break it. I have known you for a year and a half, and i have a feeling I am going to know you for a lot longer. 

and yet we hate each other so much. and sometimes i want to seriously like punch you because you are so defensive and bloody......GRRR.....

you just so...

IDIOTIC

and 

mindless

and 

aaarrghhh.

this is so stupid. 

i need  a hug.