Tuesday, December 1, 2009

you.

I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try and
Laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry









dear you, 

i miss how you used to be. i miss the days that where. i miss the crazy times. and now i hate how your so demanding. i hate how you think your in control. i hate you. and yet somehow, you make me love you. i hate the fact that you think you are so perfect. i hate almost everything about you, so why do i still care? i hate you're ever comparing-ness. your thoughtless-ness.  and most importantly your superficialness. most of all, i hate your cold heart. the fact that after that long, you still don't care. and i hate that the universe only loves you for it. you know what?i know that whatever you have will only ever be fake, and that what i have is real. i like the fact that i know things you can only ever guess at. but i hate the fact that you always judge everyone. i am a positive person, so i force myself to only look at the good side of all your actions, but sometimes, it just gets to much, you know?
so fuck you. 


who am i kidding, i can't hate you. i can only intensely dislike you with love. 

lots of love, 
me. 


ps. the thing i hate the most is that i can see bits of me reflected in you. 









3 comments:

Cat said...

People can suck sometimes Catherine! But I will always love you and your fab fab blog. To quote Bob Dylan "Don't think twice, it's alright" :)
Cat xx

مى said...

You're beautiful. Don't let anyone bring you down :)

I love the new theme! x

Sanchez said...

"the fact that after that long, you still don't care. and i hate that the universe only loves you for it."

&
"the thing i hate the most is that i can see bits of me reflected in you. "


Wow.