Wednesday, September 1, 2010

not forever, not forever (untitled)

What would I say if it where my last day on earth? Would I hold you tight, and say please, please don't let me let you go. Would I tell you that I love you? The thing is, I would want to say goodbye, even though we barely say hello. Would I finally be happy? That's all that I'm hanging my hopes on. I can see myself crying, bursting into tears, then running into the ocean. I can see it all, so much so, that I want to make it happen. I want to hold you, love you, and run into the ocean. Strange things happen when you think.  'End of an Era' would be playing, like my own private inside joke. 


Camelgirl said...

Missed you. :)

~Abby~ said...

I want to love him...
But it's never gonna happen.

Scarlet-O said...

out of here, out of here, hear, hear!


sanchez said...

But I know if the world would end.
I'm not even sure I would be the one he would want to say goodbye to.

I think I would just do something I regret, but it wouldn't matter. Because the world would be ending and I would be dead. and nothing ever really matters when your dead. Because I don't think I would feel anything. Or be aware of anyone. Not to say I wouldn't have consciousness. I just wouldn't care. There wouldn't be any consequences.

Dear Twin:
How are you? I've missed you and your lovely writing. Its hard because my world is still filled with strange things but its nice to see a post by you. It almost feels like things are going back to normal. Almost.

please stay, please don't go,
I needed this.

Lots of unconditional love:
your twin.