Wednesday, September 1, 2010

not forever, not forever (untitled)





What would I say if it where my last day on earth? Would I hold you tight, and say please, please don't let me let you go. Would I tell you that I love you? The thing is, I would want to say goodbye, even though we barely say hello. Would I finally be happy? That's all that I'm hanging my hopes on. I can see myself crying, bursting into tears, then running into the ocean. I can see it all, so much so, that I want to make it happen. I want to hold you, love you, and run into the ocean. Strange things happen when you think.  'End of an Era' would be playing, like my own private inside joke. 

4 comments:

Camelgirl said...

Beeeautiful.
Missed you. :)
xx

~Abby~ said...

I want to love him...
But it's never gonna happen.
xx,
~Abby~

Scarlet-O said...

out of here, out of here, hear, hear!

xo
S-O

sanchez said...

But I know if the world would end.
I'm not even sure I would be the one he would want to say goodbye to.

I think I would just do something I regret, but it wouldn't matter. Because the world would be ending and I would be dead. and nothing ever really matters when your dead. Because I don't think I would feel anything. Or be aware of anyone. Not to say I wouldn't have consciousness. I just wouldn't care. There wouldn't be any consequences.

Dear Twin:
How are you? I've missed you and your lovely writing. Its hard because my world is still filled with strange things but its nice to see a post by you. It almost feels like things are going back to normal. Almost.

please stay, please don't go,
I needed this.

Lots of unconditional love:
your twin.