fuck you reality.

 i miss the smile that makes me smile. i miss the way that i was always happy, i miss life.  and since when did i become one of those girls? was it a one off thing? or am i now stuck in a life that i hate?  i miss you, because you would be the one who would understand me the most. and i might love you. 

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now its time to go, curtains finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining

to tell the truth, i love you, i treasure our friendship more than you know. do you feel the same? this was originally about him, but now its about you. because i realised what is important. huzzah?

my favorite place is in you arms. 

home is a hug with someone you love. 

i named my ipod jerry, but as a girl. teehee, im weird. 

i also love white chicks. oh this is some jerry springer  shit. 

anyway, i should go to sleep now, the beach is great, i will send telepathic hugs to each and every one of you. infinite x's and o's, catherine. 

ps. until i was twenty-five, i thought the answer to 'i love you' was 'oh crap' - chandler bing.