i joke, i joke. your all pretty cool kids in actual fact.
'if you think about it, your favorite memories,
the most important moments in your life,
were you alone? life's better with company'
its funny how an hour with them gets me a thousand times more excited than twelve with you. its so real.
i just experienced a great end to an average day. its amazing how, well,
i can't even put it into words. its kind of like the feeling when suddenly
you realise what you feel like for lunch on a sunday afternoon.
suddenly it just feels right. and you feel this euphoric happiness.
maybe you don't all get this excited about sunday lunches, but thats the feeling of
that secret smile that creeps up onto my face every time of think of them
(and kind of him).
you say 'sweet dreams'
and suddenly im smiling.
dearest blogosphere, i am sorry that i keep writing about the same things. you see, they aren't really about the same things at all. things keep happening to make me smile and to make me frown, but somehow, they all come back to being about one thing, love. maybe i should call this blog '"the love blog as i always try to write about hate and then it turns into being 'i wish i had love'". catchy, eh? anyway, i should go and do some work. *lamewlfkamwflajliw* still smiling. i hope you are too, xx.